I think my on and off depression has kicked back in. I am sitting in the living room thinking of all the things wrong in life and im spiral down. My heart is starting to beat faster and my eyes are starting to well up and a full blown panic attack is going to occur. WTF is wrong with me!!
Even though I have people who love me I still feel absolutely alone. I never talk to anyone about it. Not even the love of my life sleeping beautifully in the room next me. I am not sure if i have some sort of depression but most of the time it feels like i do. Im not manic so that rules out at least one type. Most likely Atypical Depression.
At least once a day I have feelings of hopeless.
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